I have been modeling
for a
few months skulls, finding in clay figures that shows the
material and the emptiness, concave and convex, the mass and space.
It has been months of
hard work, during which I wished enrich the series called “MICTLANTECUTHI - Amehuatzin
Uelcamatili -” (dear great lord God of Death).
I thought it would
be faster and more simple, it was turned some times into a tangled and constant struggle, to gain
the upper hand to materials. At the same time working
on the series, helped to make me to realizae that there are more
branches to explore, among them stood out for now the ENTREATS,
the MIKISTLI MEMORIALS ( monuments or tombs of our deads ), the
TZOMPANTLIS ( walls of skulls ), and the TAMEMES ( porters ), in other side the workshop, materials, projet and time have help me to refine my axes and discursive foundations as well as
signifiers and meanings of this visual thesis.
Nowadays I confirm
that death, is like we understand as
time.
It
is always present,
enveloping us, but we never see it, until it becomes obvious.
In the same way as
with the clock, men have learned to personify it, by doing it we
objectify death, determines and pigeonholes it as a "something", and
that why paradoxically becomes unknown and incomprensible, then turns
it in
a kind of being or aggressive and destructive power.
This is too far from
reality, death is not at all this, could be said that it serves as a vital
function in our lives.
It
is the suction force
of life, without it we would be a kind of nonliving beings, thanks
to
it we feel oneness and uniqueness, so every moment becomes
so meaninful, we need to understand that we do not die once, but we're
defoliating, we are dying bit by bit, every minute, until all of us is
death or nothing.
Our tragedy is not
death, rather the dramatyc thing is how we decided to die.
Death itself is not a
something or someone, but a becoming, you can not view it in
infinitive must leaved to it in gerund.
We take a serious risk just
by seeing it without looking at us in its mirror.
One can not
contemplate a drinking vassel in its entirety whitout seeing the
emptiness that it contains, in the same way our gaze to our own
existence is incomplete if we do not see the lived void that we left
and the gap will remain at the end.
We don't die, rather
we're killing ourselves, we are in some measure the gods that
through our actions decided who, how, when and where to die.
We should have more
care of ourselves and our actions in the particular and social
spheres. This would become a
good preventive therapy to die well.
Now
in this new stage of the
“MICTLANTECUTHI”
series I invite you to share with me a rapprochement with each one
of us, or with this other guy whom is inside of us and reminds us
every day who we were. I
hope the journey will be enriching .